Aagghh... stuff
Jun. 24th, 2009 10:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hmoI've gotta get around to skinning this damn blog. Nevertheless, I am always caught short of time between school and a "big" art project I'm organizing. That aside, I'm trying hard to cope with health problems I don't have the money to afford being seen about (asthma), and the never-ending weight of impending depression every time I remember that this place .... sucks. Dothan is awful, I have no friends here and there is literally nothing to do. So I stay home. All the time. It's getting a little old, and I don't have the money to take a trip for a little vacation from this rural BS. And even if I did, I certainly don't have the time.
As glad as I'll be to have another four classes out of the way after this semester is over, I can say I am impatient for it to be done with. Four classes in a condensed period of time is way too much for one person to handle and keep their sanity, too. I've read more in the few weeks I've been in class than I have in a whole year I think. Pages upon pages upon pages.... It feels like my head is crammed full, and it's honestly getting harder and harder to sit and absorb it all when I need to. Alas, I have 5 more weeks of this. And then its fall semester...
The VA works so that I HAVE to have a full load of credits every semester or they won't pay, which I think is total BS, especially in summer. I can say this, since I can take a semester off when I need it, I WON'T be taking summers anymore. I don't have time for a part time job even, if I could actually find one in this godforsaken area.
I think, though possible spring (since fall is too soon to arrange I think), I'll be hopping to a new school for a change of scenery and begin work on my graduate courses. Can't wait to be somewhere more POPULATED, ugh....
As glad as I'll be to have another four classes out of the way after this semester is over, I can say I am impatient for it to be done with. Four classes in a condensed period of time is way too much for one person to handle and keep their sanity, too. I've read more in the few weeks I've been in class than I have in a whole year I think. Pages upon pages upon pages.... It feels like my head is crammed full, and it's honestly getting harder and harder to sit and absorb it all when I need to. Alas, I have 5 more weeks of this. And then its fall semester...
The VA works so that I HAVE to have a full load of credits every semester or they won't pay, which I think is total BS, especially in summer. I can say this, since I can take a semester off when I need it, I WON'T be taking summers anymore. I don't have time for a part time job even, if I could actually find one in this godforsaken area.
I think, though possible spring (since fall is too soon to arrange I think), I'll be hopping to a new school for a change of scenery and begin work on my graduate courses. Can't wait to be somewhere more POPULATED, ugh....